well it started great...i was happy and had no care in the world. so it started with me having a sub in chemistry. the girl i 'liked' was in it. so me and her have gone out before...but i technically never stopped liking her. so i confessed that to her, and me knowing this is what she would say
"sorry. i'm a lesbian."
i was like i know. so the next day she tells me that she feels the same. that made my week. almost made my year. with animagic coming up...i was ecstatic. i was going to most likely buy her something...but no. its not gonna happen.
you couldn't have thought i was posting this for NO reason.
well i had suspicions that i was being used for revenge. well i confonted her[on myspace] about it. she ignored the first msg entirely. so i msged her later. she replies saying im sorry. im so sorry. *bullcrap* if you were really sorry [not mentioning any names but you know who you are cuz i know u will read this] but if you were gonna hurt me in the end and make my week horrible...you shouldn't have come up with a plan to do it in the first place. or maybe just deal with hurting the one who hurt you by yourself...i know this will hurt you if you read it...but really, you are the last person i expected this from. i see you no different than [that person]. the person you said you were done with. yeah, remember that? i do. it seemed sincere. HA! nice one...you got me.

anyways...my point is...don't use others for you. especially if that other person is sincere...*cough*cough*
well today made my week better though...i held hands with someone who is very close to me...she walked me to my friends...it was kinda romantic...it was kinda awkward though. but i enjoyed it.

well animagic is soon and i cant wait. im going to steal people and make them mine.

night peoples...
SINCERELY, SHAWN[THE SINCERE ONE]